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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

                  LEAP OF FAITH

Right now I feel alone and scared
Starting something for which I'm ill prepared.

This step i'm taking - or leap of faith?
Is this a new beginning - or just trying to escape?

I can feel the love around me - but it also feels removed
A sense of not being worthy - of being unproved.

Often I hear - 'you are being so brave - going it alone
I wish I had your courage' - it's not the way it's shown.

Leaving everything I know - my safe enclosed routine
'For a new exciting life' - at least that's my public screen.

Maybe this is courage - when I just hold my breath and pray
I guess we never know what tomorrow brings - it's just another day.



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